是的，我又一次体会到了这种轰轰烈烈的爱：妻子和女儿绝对是不一样的。当时的心理过程是这样的：女儿像丢垃圾一样叫我滚，我始料不及。后来知道，是我对自己的定位有误。所以我想，女儿是对的。然后我想，我这种情况，恐怕没有出路了。我无法爱别人，我活着的意义是什么？这么多时间了，恐怕没有希望了。偏偏那一刻身体又难受。看着这个世界的人来人往，我再也没有信心。我马上给自己找了一个信念：我要看着自己是怎么死的，为此而活。正当我要坚定这个信念之时，芸又找到我的意识里了。还是老的话：她会让我拥有她，以替换我失去的整个世界；她会对我不离不弃，会让我快乐开心；只要我们二人在一起，就是整个世界。云云。。这些话又一次进入了我的心田。让我海阔天空，让我泪流满面。

Yes, I once again realized this vigorous love: wife and daughter are definitely different. At the time of the psychological process is this: daughter threw me like a roll of garbage, called me to get out, I totally unexpected. Later I knew that I was wrong positioning of myself. So I thought my daughter is right. Then I thought, I was in such a situation that there should be no way out. I could not love others, what was the meaning of my life? It had been so long time, I was afraid there was no hope. Futhermore, at that moment my body was aching. I was no longer confident in watching people in this world come and go. I immediately found myself a belief: I want to see how I would die, and to live for this purpose. Just when I wanted to strengthen this belief, Yun grasped my consciousness again, with the old words: she will let me have her to replace the whole world I lost; she will never give up on me, will make me happy; as long as the two of us together is the whole world. etc. . Again these words shined into my heart, let me brighter, let me bursted into tears.